Saturday, December 27, 2008 ; 10:19 PM♥
She said i dun care even if she is angry,but do i even noe she is angry? Plus if i dun care, i would not have even bother to msg her in de 1st place, why did i bother? cause i care? i noe that she dun like it when i smoke. but i am already trying to quit. i dun think she can see it. cause she herself is not a smoker, she still think that i smoke. but you noe smth? whenever i go out with my frens, they see me taking out my cigg, 1st question they ask. greg, you quitting ar? you noe? i bet you dun. you wanted me to blog, i listen to you, i blog. than now you are angry with me. i am trying to repair this problem,but you wun even give me a chance, i said sorry rdy, wad else you want me do? i gt a call from alnin. He told me to go to work tmrw, i said i cant, busy, cause i rmr i told you that i will go find you after your tuition tmrw, but now? i dun even noe whether should i go find you? afraid that you will still be angry? or afraid that you dun even want to see my face.
i guess it all started when i start to smoke. if i dint smoke, maybe we wun quarrel. i am not saying its all her fault, but sometimes really, cant she put herself in my own shoes? HAIZ. she mentioned that i may be sick of de relationship? if you guys noe me? most probably you guys will noe. if i am sick of this relationship, i wun be calling her everynite although i am tired out physically. working almost everyday sap my energy. but i still made de effort to call her everynite without fail even if sometimes i drag for a while. i admit i myself is not very good, i dun have very good time managment. Plus de 1st thing i do every morning when i wake up will be to msg or call her, if i am sick of this relationship, i wun even bother to do tat. it dosent mean that quarrelling is being sick of this relationships. which couple dun get into quarrels you tell me. even my parents quarrel after 20 yrs. haiz i dunno wad to say anymore,
FUCK LIFE!
☠ Gregory Ho Jia Jun 